{...} The concept is this, has no further reason. Why now is the time it took a while, we admit. More time is never wrong, it gives the right time for time itself. He knows our need for it. Well, enough is enough. It's over. Inside me there's nothing else only apathy and coldness. Yes, it was feeling totally hot, so to speak. But changes have occurred and all that was before, there is nothing. Nothing, do not say anything else but nonexistent. I'm better, the words spoken by me, there is a common consensus now in my head, there's nothing else. However I do not know if this is pure rage inside of me wanting to get out somehow. I do not want to be that, but I would be repeating the same mistake twice, I can not stand. I want to love, of course, will I be loved as well. I can not love someone who did not give me love, too. Pena, who could only understand it now. More I gather these arguments before. Do not want to go to sleep and do not really have a very realistic, my illusions frequent. I do not want it. The reason for all this, is that for all that I've cried just here.